01. Steppin' It Up
A Tribe Called Quest Ft. Busta Rhymes & Red Man
02. Where I Wanna Be
Shade Sheist Ft. Nate Dogg & Kurupt
Roi Chip Anthony Ft. DJ Jubilee & Pallo Da Jiint
04. LL Cool J
Ras Kass Ft. Snoop Dogg
Lil Nas X & DaBaby
The Notorious B.I.G.
08. A Letter To My Unborn
09. Hate It Or Love It
The Game Ft. 50 Cent
Twista Ft. Anthony Hamilton
I feel as if a shrouding mist of impatience has enveloped me with its sticky notions of blah blah blah and a tightening vise of suppression. I have been scrounging around the dark and empty vestibules of my mind looking for that one item that I can neither name or recall from my memories. I feel as if I have no need of it yet I desire it with an unsettling tinge of urgency. Is it creativity? That elusive animal that forages in the vast wasteland of my psyche to occasionally take a dump of innovation on my peripheral thought processes. Is it motivation? That egregious and asinine pixie that dawdles and meanders lazily to miraculously take a punch to my languid zen and incite me to glory. Is it happiness? That paper thin proclamation that leaves post-its of mood enhancing messages to simply tear them down when whim and folly deem it fit. I stuff my heinous face with questionable nutrition to simply break up the monotony. I guzzle cup after bowl of caffeinated sludge to boost my nerves. I stare at the screen with fervent anticipation as my fingers lay dormant across the keyboard. Something is missing. I am missing.
I hope this track will help shake the dust and spoiled thoughts from your day.
Playlist and album covers below.